|1.||a state of equilibrium or equipoise; equal distribution of weight, amount, etc.|
|2.||something used to produce equilibrium; counterpoise.|
|3.||mental steadiness or emotional stability; habit of calm behavior, judgment, etc.|
Balance, something I need to find in my life right now. I seem to be viewing myself through a haze. A misty reflection. I see myself slowly disappearing. Who I am, the things I love.
There has to be a balance somewhere between work and the life that I enjoyed. Morticia and I were talking yesterday and she asked me when we were going to get to spend some time together. As we're both busy now, I didn't have an answer for that and I felt so sad.
I don't need to step back and look at my life. I've already stepped back. I need to change my perspective. Adjust my viewpoint. Find a balance between work and my personal life.
That said, I'm on my way to try to, calmly, get through this day.